I don’t know how to deal with this. I’m sad when I think so I try not to. But then I get mad when I don’t think about it. How do I honor the person that was like my second mom? How could I show her that I loved her now that she’s gone? I don’t know how to react to this. I don’t like being sad. I’ve shed no tears for this lost. I haven’t talked to my family members. When I tried talking to friends about it, I choke up and suppress tears. I don’t know how to act.
She took care of me when I was younger and now she’s gone. Another person that I care about taken from cancer. I want to go to the Philippines to properly say goodbye but there are too many obligations.
I don’t know what to do. I’ve been told to write about it but how can I write about something that I don’t fully understand?

Need to find this shit.
this. looks. awesome. They should do it for iphones LOL
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I’m at that point where I have to constantly tell myself to do better. That there are bigger and better plans for me and that this is just an obstacle I had to face to get to where I’m destined to be.
Years wasted; fuck it. It’s time to move on and not dwell on the situation. I’ll do better and bigger things. Hopefully one day you’ll realize that you lost someone who genuinely loved you for who you are. Someone who took your flaws and accepted you regardless of it.
I’m still mad and hurt that it went down this way, but I believe that things will start looking up soon. It’s my turn to be happy and I’m making a conscious decision to not give you control of my emotions anymore.
I guess I’ve accepted it. We’re done; it’s been great but at least now there’s closure between us.
Runaround Sue